and if you are really good friends with one of her best friends then pour out all the shit you typed here to her and eventually she will tell the chick..
i've slept it off and still feel horrible, i sent a message to her and a message to her friend basically saying what i've said in here (and i hate being a little sentimental bitch but fuckit), as well as tons of drunk voicemails last night
figure the best thing i can do is just leave it and hope it turns out alright
yeah paddy it was e, good shout on the streets. thing is i feel so little towards my ex, she's fucking a lad who used to be one of my best mates and told me so last night and i didn't feel a fucking thing
it just makes it all the more pointless, it seems so easy to have just not done it. also one of my best female friends is basically in love with me and i told her last night that i didn't think of her in that way in basically the most insensitive way possible in front of people. also my friend had his head kicked in last night and i was with my ex, he could have been fine
last night was just a joke i am so annoyed at myself. going to a party tonight at which i'm just going to get fucked up again to forget about it
yeah paddy it was e, good shout on the streets. thing is i feel so little towards my ex, she's fucking a lad who used to be one of my best mates and told me so last night and i didn't feel a fucking thing
it just makes it all the more pointless, it seems so easy to have just not done it. also one of my best female friends is basically in love with me and i told her last night that i didn't think of her in that way in basically the most insensitive way possible in front of people. also my friend had his head kicked in last night and i was with my ex, he could have been fine
last night was just a joke i am so annoyed at myself. going to a party tonight at which i'm just going to get fucked up again to forget about it
word of advice,dnt get tht wasted tonight.
if the chick you like is gonna be there,drink even less.its upto you now you can let this be a jumpoff point to where you can start to win her back,or you can just get wasted and act in the manner that has caused you to feel this bad.
honestly man,if you think about it drink/drugs are the reason you feel this bad,they are the problem not the solution in this case imo.
dnt get me wrong i ain't tryna preach,just givin my advice considering i have been in a similar situation a few times,never seems to work out well when you drown your sorrows because the drink will only enhance how shitty a mood you are in,especially when you get a chance to think about it while drunk.
keep ya head up anyway man,dnt let shit get you too down.
thanks man. she aint gonna be there tonight but i think i am gonna go easy, might have a few bottles i just need to get out of the house really. i just fucking hate this feeling of helplessness, i've talked to my mate who goes out with her friend on the phone and basically she doesn't want to see/talk to me
shes been through so much awful shit recently as well, she didnt need this tbh. i've never felt this bad about anything before im usually pretty fucking heartless.
Don't beat urself up over it kid at the end of the day it is just a girl regardless of how much u think she's the one down the road there b another one ull think the same thing about if she ain't gonna forgive u for one kiss while mashed forget that bro u got a voice that wets pussies nh use datmake em sayyy ooooo bayyybayyyy I like it raaaaaawwww
hit her with that boombox outside her window with some bullshit song playing.
I get high from bass lines, Trippin off of the treble
Funky like fresh coast, but grity like heavy metal
Lets head to the crossroads, dealin with the devil
When i go to hell in 20 years, ill dap em and say hello
First, don't do fucking drugs... especially pills. Which I'm sure you were mixing with alcohol.
What possible good outcome could come from that situation?
Perhaps this is serving as a wake-up call for your lifestyle... obviously I don't know you or how you handle your business, but I've seen where this path leads w/ my homies.
I think the girl is a minor detail in this equation... if you really cared about her you wouldn't have hooked up w/ the ex. If the "drugs caused it" then you shouldn't have put yourself in that position or been in that environment if you cared about her.
Does that make sense? Don't patronize yourself over losing the girl, just clean up your fucking image and get away from the teenage tendencies.
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