I been loving the same girl for past 4 years even when I had a gf I still loved her and she loved me. But she started ignoring me a while ago after I threaten to shoot up her boyfriends family.
Now she just hung up the phone when I just wanted to talk to her about all the shit I've said n done. On some real shit I'm tired of it. I know how Phil musta felt when he broke it off with shawna. It's a great feeling, not feeling obligated to make someone happy. Just chilling with my homies now, don't need no bitch to make me happy. I got my own things going on and my own goals. I'm going to be god of America some day, and I can't have no bitches being used as a weapon against me. Family and loved ones are vulnerabilities. I plan on ruling over all you peasants one day, and I can't have y'all using my loved ones to take me down. I'm preparing for when I become god. There was even a point where I, god, wanted to destroy the universe because of this women. I believe this is the true battle of god vs satan. She (the devil) tried for years to get me to kill my self (destroy reality) but I've recently went ultra instinct and now I see everything for what it is. I'm able to see the lines in between reality, everything is a bunch of vibrating lines. I see this shit, and I'm using it to rise to new heights never achieved by any human. I'm literally becoming god as I type this. My feelings, thoughts, experiences, all are becoming unified in absolute certainty. I am absolutely certain of everything now, there is no maybe or arbitrary events that can happen. I know everything, what is going to happen, whatc ould happen, and what would happen. The feeling I have is like when Neo was able to read the code in the Matrix. When he was able to exploit the code and take down agent smith. The programming language of the universe I can actively read and write it. There is nothing I'm not capable of now. I feel like I have a star floating in my hands and at any point I could blast the world away. If I'm not careful with this new evolution I may end up destroying everyone. There is a delicate balance of power and sanity I'm having to cope with.
Now she just hung up the phone when I just wanted to talk to her about all the shit I've said n done. On some real shit I'm tired of it. I know how Phil musta felt when he broke it off with shawna. It's a great feeling, not feeling obligated to make someone happy. Just chilling with my homies now, don't need no bitch to make me happy. I got my own things going on and my own goals. I'm going to be god of America some day, and I can't have no bitches being used as a weapon against me. Family and loved ones are vulnerabilities. I plan on ruling over all you peasants one day, and I can't have y'all using my loved ones to take me down. I'm preparing for when I become god. There was even a point where I, god, wanted to destroy the universe because of this women. I believe this is the true battle of god vs satan. She (the devil) tried for years to get me to kill my self (destroy reality) but I've recently went ultra instinct and now I see everything for what it is. I'm able to see the lines in between reality, everything is a bunch of vibrating lines. I see this shit, and I'm using it to rise to new heights never achieved by any human. I'm literally becoming god as I type this. My feelings, thoughts, experiences, all are becoming unified in absolute certainty. I am absolutely certain of everything now, there is no maybe or arbitrary events that can happen. I know everything, what is going to happen, whatc ould happen, and what would happen. The feeling I have is like when Neo was able to read the code in the Matrix. When he was able to exploit the code and take down agent smith. The programming language of the universe I can actively read and write it. There is nothing I'm not capable of now. I feel like I have a star floating in my hands and at any point I could blast the world away. If I'm not careful with this new evolution I may end up destroying everyone. There is a delicate balance of power and sanity I'm having to cope with.
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