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I was on the Grindr app all day today with this one 19 year old Latino medical unit technician guy. I thought he looked pretty cute.
I remember my friend Brian said something about the soccer mom loaner car that I'm using cuz my Impala is getting work done. He was like try not to get laid in the soccer mom car lol. I'm like yeah I'll never get laid driving this God I want my impala back already.
Lucky me though I got me a nice Latino I had to sneak him into the house because we had nowhere else to go. I was being all secretive about it around my mom and she thought I was sneaking hookers into the house lol. It's funny I was like no I'm not sneaking hookers into the house that's just my friend Rick. Lol my mom has no idea that I'm gay it's so hilarious.
It's funny to me. The guy was cool about it though he gave me a backrub and he jerked me off. At least he didn't make me have to do too much he didn't last that long just like the last guy. I'm telling you my head game is end game. If you know the pornstar heather Brooke she taught me very well. I told the guy I watch a lot of porn so I kind of already know what I'm doing.
I swear to God this guy can only last a minute with me. After I drove him back to his vehicle I just came home with a smile on my face and I just couldn't stop laughing like I just did that and it felt good to me and it was awesome not too awkward I'm a pretty laid-back guy and so far the ones that I've met are pretty laid-back.
It was cool though the guy had my signature quotes :"that's hot" I figured out how to be comfortable with being gay and doing all this stuff it's easy all I have to do is be sober as hell.
If I'm on cigarettes I just don't give a fuck if I smoke weed I want entertainment if I drink I'm unstable and I'm handicapped if I take pills I'm zoned out. I swear to God my friend Brian could drink me under the table he's like Superman if Kryptonite was the equivalent of a pile of dog shit.
Like the more he drinks the more you're seeing his true side and his real gay side the less I drink and the more I'm sober I'm just like him when he's fucked up. I took everybody's advice on this forum to stay away from the pills and the weed and the alcohol. And so far it's helped me become more happy and proud to be gay it's perfect. Thank you otbva posters.
You really helped me out through this journey I couldn't have done it without you and my friend Brian for making me figure out what makes me tick. Brian also helped me figure out how my body works.
I still have mental breakdowns here in there and I don't understand why. I'm not even upset when it happens I'm like upset about nothing at all and somehow I get all teary-eyed. It could just be stressed from work.
But after meeting a few guys off Grindr I feel so happy. This feeling feels super rare to even have and it's also funny to me cuz I say to myself did I just do this with this guy did this just happen? It's so weird I just feel like it was an awesome experience I think I'm like a perfect gay guy cuz I know how to operate perfectly now
I remember my friend Brian said something about the soccer mom loaner car that I'm using cuz my Impala is getting work done. He was like try not to get laid in the soccer mom car lol. I'm like yeah I'll never get laid driving this God I want my impala back already.
Lucky me though I got me a nice Latino I had to sneak him into the house because we had nowhere else to go. I was being all secretive about it around my mom and she thought I was sneaking hookers into the house lol. It's funny I was like no I'm not sneaking hookers into the house that's just my friend Rick. Lol my mom has no idea that I'm gay it's so hilarious.
It's funny to me. The guy was cool about it though he gave me a backrub and he jerked me off. At least he didn't make me have to do too much he didn't last that long just like the last guy. I'm telling you my head game is end game. If you know the pornstar heather Brooke she taught me very well. I told the guy I watch a lot of porn so I kind of already know what I'm doing.
I swear to God this guy can only last a minute with me. After I drove him back to his vehicle I just came home with a smile on my face and I just couldn't stop laughing like I just did that and it felt good to me and it was awesome not too awkward I'm a pretty laid-back guy and so far the ones that I've met are pretty laid-back.
It was cool though the guy had my signature quotes :"that's hot" I figured out how to be comfortable with being gay and doing all this stuff it's easy all I have to do is be sober as hell.
If I'm on cigarettes I just don't give a fuck if I smoke weed I want entertainment if I drink I'm unstable and I'm handicapped if I take pills I'm zoned out. I swear to God my friend Brian could drink me under the table he's like Superman if Kryptonite was the equivalent of a pile of dog shit.
Like the more he drinks the more you're seeing his true side and his real gay side the less I drink and the more I'm sober I'm just like him when he's fucked up. I took everybody's advice on this forum to stay away from the pills and the weed and the alcohol. And so far it's helped me become more happy and proud to be gay it's perfect. Thank you otbva posters.
You really helped me out through this journey I couldn't have done it without you and my friend Brian for making me figure out what makes me tick. Brian also helped me figure out how my body works.
I still have mental breakdowns here in there and I don't understand why. I'm not even upset when it happens I'm like upset about nothing at all and somehow I get all teary-eyed. It could just be stressed from work.
But after meeting a few guys off Grindr I feel so happy. This feeling feels super rare to even have and it's also funny to me cuz I say to myself did I just do this with this guy did this just happen? It's so weird I just feel like it was an awesome experience I think I'm like a perfect gay guy cuz I know how to operate perfectly now
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